Have you ever had the feeling like something bad is going to happen?
I feel that way as of late, I have the looming feeling something is about to happen.
Maybe not bad, but something...hard?
I dont know, I think part of me is somewhat of a fatalist. Ever since my mom died when I was young, I just have the assumption that good things get taken away. Weird? Or maybe in my short 26 years of life I have noticed that when there are ups, there comes downs too (and vice versa)?
Life just has been so good lately, sure I've had some post-partum crap going on, but other than that, I have a strong very happy marriage, three healthy and sweet daughters, a great house, Chad's got a good job, yadda yadda yadda, things are just really good right now. And so for me, that means something will be taken away, or something bad/difficult is going to happen.
While at church a few weeks ago the woman giving the lesson asked the question:
"What is faith with out trust? Nothing."
I think I need to work on my trust, in the Lord.