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I want to re-do this morning.

Can I do that?

 I want to re-wake up and have a plan.

Cause, this morning I woke up and thought: today is lame.

All I have planned is a run, laundry and cleaning the bathroom. Oh and grocery shopping. BARF.

I left my sleeping babies to go run in the cold, when really I wanted to stay inside and cuddle them.

When I got home and it was time to get dressed, all of a sudden, there was nothing in my closet that fit or that anything that I wanted to wear. NOTHING. 

My girls were playing nicely in their room, and I thought maybe if I can get some good scripture reading in, I'll feel better. But then I felt bad, cause I should be playing with my girls when Maggie is asleep, and they were asking me to. And then Maggie woke up. And my girls are asking me to build them a fort. And maggie wants to eat. And I want to just not a mom for a few minutes.

So here I am.

I turned on the TV for them. 

And after trying on ten different outfits, I am wearing: stretch pants, a college sweatshirt, red lipstick, glasses and a pony tail. Cool Rach, real cool.

Maybe I just need to get outside? I don't know. Well, yes I do, I need a re-do.

Cause as of right now, today is lame with red lipstick on.